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♫ I thought that your purposes were simple ♫
♫ I thought that we'll eventually lose each other ♫
♫ I thought that friends like these would only plan for themselves ♫
♫ But every time I took a turn ♫
♫ And every time something unexpected happened ♫
♫ I realized that our friendship can no longer be replaced by others ♫
♫ It's like only you can understand my loneliness ♫
♫ And only I can feel your love and hate ♫
♫ Let's go through this craziness of the world together ♫
♫ Let's fight the absurdness of the human heart together ♫
♫ Even though we had different dreams to start with ♫
♫ We are actually looking for the same heaven ♫
♫ As this road got harder, we are the only ones who are still staying with each other ♫
♫ We didn't lose each other ♫
Chinese Paladin 5: Clouds of the World- Episode 25 -
Before your imprisonment, there are some things that I must know.
I know what you’re going to ask.
I don’t wish to keep things from you any longer.
Your sister’s sweetheart
is a prince from the Netherworld—Long Ming.
He’s also my brother.
I’m from the Netherworld.
You’re a demon?
I know I can trust you.
You can reveal my identity and report to Shu
...just like what you did 20 years earlier.
Tell me everything.
My brother did not let your sister down.
After they stole the Cauldron, Brother set off for the Sacred Water Pearl
in order to save his people.
From then on, he vanished…
That’s why he never returned to Mt. Shu.
I’ve been looking for him ever since.
Your brother’s missing?
I once suspected
Shu of killing him off.
However, I know the truth now.
Ling Bo helped him to get the Cauldron. She too wanted to save our people.
Then where is the Cauldron now?
We brought it back from the Demon Realm.
It’s in Xiao Man’s care for now.
However, I can’t return it just yet.
We need the combined powers of the Cauldron and the Pearl
in order to restore the water supply.
Therefore...I must leave Mt. Shu
in order to find the locations of the Pearl and Brother.
When that happens, I will definitely return the Cauldron.
Do you think you’ll be able to escape?
That depends on your willingness to help.
You want me to release you?
Not just me.
Yunfan, Xiao Man, and Yurou, too.
Junior Master.
Ling Yin.
Senior Brother.
Something on your mind?
No. It’s just... a lot of things have been happening here recently, so I’m a little worried.
Ling Yin, Ling Bo’s your only kin. Blood is thicker than water.
Long You went to the Netherworld for you.
It’s understandable if you side with them for this.
Only don’t forget
you’re one of the Seven Sages of Shu.
You must put Shu before you, as well as the good of the world.
You mustn’t be swayed in a moment of weakness.
I appreciate Senior Brother’s kind advice.
Senior Brother does not need to worry about my affairs.
It was just a reminder. “A single misstep will lead you onto the wrong path.”
You saw what happened to your sister. Know your limits.
Senior Brother,
my actions are never influenced by anyone.
I know what must be done, and what should never be done.
- Ling Yin, you—- Thank you for your concern, Senior Brother.
Am I wrong to want to live for myself
and follow my heart for once?
Why are you staring into space?
Junior Master.
Are you brooding over your fight with your teacher today?
No matter the reason, it’s wrong to lose your temper
and be rude to your master.
I know.
Is there something troubling you? Care to share it with me?
Dad. Master. Junior Master.
Everyone tries their hardest to prolong my life.
I don’t dare to let anyone down.
Since young, I’ve always deferred to the wishes of others.
In return, I’ve been called ‘obedient’ and ‘understanding.’
However, I did not enjoy living.
The deadline is approaching, and the blood jade is gradually losing its powers.
I’m not sure whether
I’ll live to see another day.
I don’t want to die full of regrets.
I’m going to live as I wish, and live for myself in my remaining days.
I envy you.
As a disciple of Shu, there are too many restrictions.
Junior Master, tell me. How’s Yunfan and the others?
Please tell me!
I know you’ve been secretly aiding them from the shadows, right?
They went to the Netherworld for me, in order to find out more about Ling Bo.
Now, they’re planning to continue their investigations by going to Miao Jiang.
However, they’re imprisoned.
Honestly speaking, I’m ashamed that I’m unable to help them escape punishment.
As for now... I really want to help, but I can’t.
Junior Master, you can use your authority and order the guards to stand down!
I want to do that, too! But I’m different from you.
When you’re unhappy, you can throw a small tantrum. But I can’t!
As one of the Seven Sages, the responsibility for Shu is on my shoulders.
There are some things that you’re able to do that I can’t.
Then... I’ll do it! I can do it!- Yurou!
Junior Master, you’ll help me. Right?
Go! Go!!
Xiao Man, you’ve already done that for a while now.
Stop wasting your energy.
The citizens of the Netherworld are waiting for our help!
We have the Cauldron; all that’s left is to go to Miao Jiang
and ask my teacher for help!
There are people dying every second, aren’t you anxious at all!?
How can I not be?
We all saw the state of the Demon Realm
and we all want to help.
But... what’s the use? We can’t even get out!
Stupid Long You! Aren’t you the 2nd Prince?
Hurry and teleport us out!
If that worked, I would’ve done it ages ago.
They have erected a barrier here.
There are no dimensional gaps at all. Come here and have a seat.
What shall we do then?
Let’s just wait for a while more.
- Yurou…- Sister Yurou!
Look!
Sister Yurou, you’re awesome!
I was going to head to Miao Jiang with you guys anyway.
I’ve already prepared your travel belongings, and hid them in a forest at the foot of the mountain.
Did Ling Yin send you?
I’ve already lured the guards away.
Let’s hurry. Follow me.
Miao Jiang is just up ahead of this forest.
We’ll be able to save the Netherworld soon!
We’ve been travelling non-stop today.
Let’s just take a break, and head into Miao Jiang tomorrow.
Yurou, what’re you doing?
I’m waiting for it to bloom. I found it while I was gathering firewood earlier.
So it's because of a flower...
I thought that you were having trouble sleeping because of some problems.
It’s starting to rain. Let’s go back.
This is no ordinary flower. It’s a Cloud Flower! *(‘Epiphyllum’, lit. ‘Cloud Flower’)
Cloud Flower?
You like it, too?
However... I much prefer sleeping to it now.
Then go back and sleep. What are you doing here?
I just want to be by your side. Ever since my return from the Demon Realm,
I feel that you have changed.
Did something happen while I was away?
Wanwan died.
What?!
She was terminally ill.
Even Teacher was unable to save her.
I admit
that I hated her.
But ever since she passed away,
I feel nothing but respect.
She’s true to herself and her feelings.
She has never been concerned about how others viewed her. How refreshing…
Maybe that’s because she knew that she didn’t have much longer to live, and so she didn’t want to have any regrets.
I want to live like her... just like this Cloud Flower.
Although it only blooms for a short period of time, its beauty is enviously breathtaking.
But to me now,
every flower is the same.
What do you mean?
Yurou,
if you had gone with us to the Netherworld
and had seen how the people lived there,
you wouldn’t be so preoccupied with flowers now.
Instead you’ll be consumed with thoughts
on how to help them escape from their misery.
Forget it. You, Teacher and everyone else...
None of you will ever get it.
How could I not know? Of course, I do.
You like Cloud Flowers, right?
When this matter’s settled, I’ll fill your entire house with them
so that you may gaze upon them day and night, until you’re sick of them.
Yurou, did I say something wrong?
I’ll be returning first.
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- You heartless bastard! - Isn’t there justice anymore?
Don’t you want your mother
or your children anymore?
I really don’t know you—
Why would I pretend that you're my son?!
You unfilial son!
- Everyone, please deliver justice!- Please let me off, I really don’t know you guys!
Everyone please!
He can’t just do that!
You heartless cad!
You shouldn’t have taken all our possessions away with you!
How do you expect us four
to live on now?!- Exactly! How!!!
- Everyone! Please deliver justice on our behalf! - I really don’t know you guys!!
- Don’t leave!- You can’t leave!
- Return our belongings to us! - Who the hell are you guys?! Let me go!!
- Return them! - Let go of me!
- You can’t leave! - Let go of me!
What the hell are you guys doing?!
That old lady's hand is like that of a young woman's.
It looks like the four of them are swindlers. I’m going to expose them.
Hold on. The show’s just getting started.
My husband! Hubby!
I was just throwing a tantrum and was a little harsh
but how could you leave me?
Father! Mother!
Are you disowning me, your daughter-in-law?
I was wrong. I was really wrong, is it too late? Mother!
My child! Let Mommy have a look at you.
Don’t be afraid. Daddy and Mommy were just playing.
We won’t ever fight again, okay?
Don’t be scared. Mother! Mother!
Let's not wash our dirty linen in public.
But the entire neighborhood knows our affairs now.
How am I supposed to live from now on? How am I going to?!!
Father, you—Turn around now.
Your shirt’s all tattered!
And your hair! Why is it so messy?!
Father, what’s up with your beard?
What’s up with it, Father!?
Father!!!
It’s a lie?!
How shameless!
Good!
Good job!
- These scoundrels deserve to be punished!- Exactly! Yeah!
Isn’t that wallet mine?!
- Thanks! - As the head of a family,
why aren’t you holding an honest job? Instead, you bring them around with you to work as cheats!
Do you have a death wish?!
- Exactly!- How immoral!
And what are you guys doing now?!
Our hometown is in peril because of a flood.
We are doing this because we had no other choice!
Please spare us, and let my husband go!
Please spare us, I’m begging you!
I’m solely responsible for this. Let them go!
Now you understand the meaning of responsibility, do you!
Please, please!
- I’m begging you, please!- Get up!
- Please!- Oh, alright! You get up, too.
Quit your sobbing.
I just can’t stand something like this.
Here. Take it.
- She’s even giving them money!- Good!
Take it!
Think of your children!
Use this to start a small business.
If you guys ever do that again, I’ll not let you guys off! Take it.
Just take it!
Go on, go on!
Thank you. Thank you.
Great!
Master!
Xiao Man!
- Master!- Xiao Man!
Oh my goodness!
You wench! Where did you run off to? I missed you so much!
Sect Leader Haitang!
Mr. Shangguan.
Miss Yurou?!
I can’t believe you’re here, too!
It seems like we’re really fated.
Dream on.
It has been a while, Mr. Shangguan.
I wasn’t aware that Mr. Shangguan would be arriving. Please pardon me for not coming to welcome you.
What did you come here to seek my teacher for?
I’m here to pay a visit to Leader Haitang under orders of my mother.
After you.
After you!
After you, Miss Yurou.
The son of the demon lord has surfaced
and the demons have been using this as an excuse to become more active.
The son’s also a cunning character.
I don’t know how, but he managed to gain the trust of Shu
and is now their disciple!
“Keeping a tiger as a pet is sure to lead to disaster!”
My mother is extremely distressed and dispatched me to seek the opinions of the various Sect Leaders
in order to come up with a solution to deal with the sneaky demons.
You say he’s cunning and devious?
If he is really as you say,
then wouldn’t you be Beelzebub's incarnate?
- Xiao Man.- Master!
You’re not to be rude.
Please don’t worry, Mr. Shangguan. Good and Evil are like oil and water.
Witch Moon Sect will never let them off.
We swear to kill them without hesitation!
However, this brat is the disciple of Yi Pin... so he’s another matter entirely.
Priest Yi Pin has been tricked and blinded by him!
Shut up! Yi Pin is one of the Seven Sages of Shu,
what right does a suckling brat like you have to criticize him?
Mr. Shangguan, I was cordial to you on account of your heritage
and permitted you to enter.
How dare you push your luck and criticize Yi Pin!
- Why don’t you evaluate your worth first! - Sect Leader!
Although I reside in far-off Miao Jiang, I’m very clear of the incidents that happened on Mt. Shu.
Good and Evil are like oil and water, and I hate those wayward sects.
But I hate those with a wayward heart more!
A person intent on getting his personal revenge, and slanders Yi Pin in the process!
Sect Leader, regardless of my personal animosity with Jiang Yunfan,
you did admit that Good and Evil are enemies.
It’s an undeniable fact that Jiang Yunfan is the bastard son of the Clean Sky Sect!
It’s also undeniably unwise of Shu to take him as a disciple.
If these facts offend Sect Leader,
then I shall take my leave now.
Farewell!
Hold it.
I originally thought that
those belonging to the Families were too privileged to come to any good.
However, you’ve changed my mind. You’re straightforward and are willing to fight for justice.
You proved to me that you’re worthy of your name.
If I let you go without showing my hospitality,
wouldn’t that be too unjust of me?
Is Mr. Shangguan willing to stay and be my guest?
Of course... Of course!
Thank you, Sect Leader.
No problem. Men.
Here!
- Show Mr. Shangguan to a suite.- Yes.
Mr. Shangguan, after you.
Teacher, the Shangguan family are dishonorable people.
There was no need for you to be courteous to him!
I let him off with a scolding. We must give him face.
If Leader had evicted Mr. Shangguan but chose to let the son of a demon stay...
If news were to leak, I’m afraid that Leader’s good name would be tarnished.
I’m always ready to receive friends. If I meet someone with qualities that I admire,
I’m willing to be friends.
Leader is open even to citizens of the Netherworld.
It seems like Leader is even more extraordinary than the Sages.
Well, so is Mr. Long. Extraordinary aura indeed…
To be frank, Poisonous Shadow, who stole the Sacred Land Pearl,
is actually Ms. Jie Luo, one of my people.
Everyone’s path in life is different. It’s unwise to judge too quickly.
Jiang Yunfan, the demon lord’s son; yet, he was accepted by Yi Pin as a disciple.
No matter what, there’s no point jumping to conclusions.
Lady Haitang, I’m greatly indebted to my master.
However, he was punished because of me. I’m terribly ashamed.
I believe Yi Pin is a good judge of character.
I hope that you won’t let him down.
I’ll definitely not disappoint him.
Mr. Long looks very much like an old friend of mine from 20 years ago.
He came here looking for the Sacred Water Pearl
and said he was from the Netherworld.
He must be Long Ming!
So he did come to Miao Jiang…
Sect Leader, my name’s Long You, and I’m the 2nd prince of the Netherworld.
Long Ming is my brother!
Does Sect Leader know where he is?
No, I don’t.
He liked the flower tea that I brewed for him
and vowed to learn it from me after finding the Water Pearl
in order to brew it for his wife.
Unfortunately, he has not shown up since.
He must have been referring to Ling Bo.
Long You, it’s possible that your brother ran into some difficulties
while searching for the Pearl. If not, there’s no way he would have abandoned his wife.
How can we account to Junior Master Ling Yin
if we do not find Long Ming?
How can we answer to Ling Bo’s soul in heaven?
In heaven?
Ling Bo firmly believed that Long Ming would return for her, and remained in Mt. Shu.
However, Long Ming never came, and she waited until her death.
What a pair of star-crossed lovers…
I believe that my brother would never abandon his wife
of his own accord.
Long You, we will definitely
find your brother and the Pearl.
Long You, cheer up. Your brother will definitely be fine!
My brother must have come to harm while looking for the Pearl.
He wouldn’t have disappeared without a trace otherwise.
What kind of trouble do you think he ran into?
If I knew,
I wouldn’t be so troubled then.
It looks like we will only know his whereabouts once we find the Pearl.
Since that’s the case, we must get our spirits up and look for the Pearl together!
Although we know that the Pearl is here,
we have no idea where it’s hidden.
Where there’s a will, there’s a way.
Besides, Teacher knows your brother
and knows about the Pearl. It will be easier!
Hopefully.
Yunfan! It’s good that you’re here.
Can you teach me the steps to your... Happy Rhythm?
Okay!
Get on with it!
Fine-fine-fine.
Thinking of Dad makes me happy.
Thinking of the Fortress makes me happy.
Thinking of Caiwei makes me happy.
Thinking of my brothers... Oh, how happy!
- Happy, happy, I’m so happy! - Come on!
Happy, happy, I’m really happy!
Happy, happy, I’m super happy!
Happy, happy, I’m really happy!
Happy, happy, I’m so happy!
Happy, happy, I’m so—
-Yurou, thank you.- For?
Thank you for not disdaining me over what happened in the past to accompany me,
so that I would not have to be by my lonesome self here.
I was asked to do this by Lady Haitang.
She knows that you and the others don’t get along, and didn’t want you to be neglected.
No wonder you abandoned your friends
for the company of this hateful man…
Although some of your actions are indeed hateful,
you’re not an evil person.
Everyone wants to make more friends.
However, as a descendant of the Shangguan family, I have to be careful.
Sometimes, I really have no choice, and can’t do as I wish.
Perhaps you think I’m just finding excuses.
They’re not to be believed.
However, I’m speaking the truth.
I know. You can’t do as you wish.
I am the same. Occasionally, I want to go against the rules,
yet no one acknowledges or understands me.
It’s frustrating.
What are you referring to? And who are you frustrated at?
It’s a long story.
You’re right. It’s complicated.
It looks like we’re birds of the same feather.
Yurou,
I hope that we can become confidants.
Don’t worry. After everything that has happened,
I no longer dare to have any designs on you.
I’m happy just to be friends.
Alright.
Shangguan Ya thanks Miss Yurou once again!
Teacher, I’ve grown up. You don’t have to do that any more.
It’s not just that you’re ready to leave the coop. It seems you’ve forgotten that you’re a descendant of Nv Wa, as well.
Having demons as friends…
Grandpa even took in one as his disciple. Why can’t I be friends with them then?
- You—!- Master!
You said that we shouldn’t jump to conclusions. As long as they are admirable, we can be friends.
Because of this, Long You praised you to the heavens, saying that you surpass even the Seven Sages.
He was just trying to butter me up because he has an agenda.
Just like Poisonous Shadow in the past...
Teacher, do you still hate Poisonous Shadow?
She stole the Sacred Land Pearl, and joined the demons. How can I forgive her?
I thought that Master treated my friends kindly because she has already put Poisonous Shadow’s betrayal behind her.
If not, when did Master start accepting demons?
This—
How could you speak of these two matters in the same vein?
- But Teacher—- Enough!
You’re not to bring this up again.
You silly girl.
You followed Long You to the Netherworld and used your powers to bring rain. I have yet to scold you for that!
Master, the citizens there are so pitiful.
- If you were there, you would have done the same.- Don’t wriggle your way out of this!
You’re still young. If you exert your powers like this, you’ll die.
That’s why I’m here with Long You for the Sacred Water Pearl.
Then answer me honestly. How do you feel about Long You?
Well... He’s really intelligent, yet at times he can be really dumb.
The situation’s hopeless, yet he tries anyway.
He seems callous, yet at times he touches me with his tenderness.
Ah! He is exactly like how Master describes Grandpa!
You—!
I was asking about Long You, not Yi Pin!
Master,
don’t you wanna know what Grandpa said about you?
Why would I wish to know? What’s he to me?
Since you’re not interested... then forget it!
You wench! You’re getting cheekier and more rebellious by the day!
He’s still the same.
Every time I mention you to him, he either dodges the subject
or give vague replies.
However, recently I discovered that
after every time I mention you,
Grandpa gets wasted.
Hence I went to ask around to the Shu disciples.
They told me that it happens every time I go to Mt. Shu,
even in the past.
Grandpa must have thought of you whenever he looks at me!
He deserves it!
Teacher, Teacher... tell me just what happened
between the both of you.- Nosy!
Teacher!
Nothing happened!
I know even if you won’t tell me. Teacher... is madly in love with Grandpa!
You—!!! I’ll rip your mouth off if you spout such rubbish again!
Just see how I’m going to punish you! Evil wench! Stop!
Is Mr. Long admiring the flowers or looking for something?
Yeah. These flowers are so pretty.
I’m making myself look silly in front of Lady Haitang.
If you like them, then just take your time!
After we find the Water Pearl, you can bring some back and plant them in the Netherworld.
Okay.
Go back in, you mischievous wench.
Don’t stay here and ruin Mr. Long’s mood.
I--
Return.
Let's go.
Long You, did you manage to find anything?
Look.
I’m certain that Brother left this mark behind.
It’s a mark unique to the royal family
and is used to indicate directions.
He couldn’t have left it for you.
Even if he was extremely prescient, he still couldn’t have known that you’ll be looking for him 20 years later.
Unless... he didn’t come here alone.
Who is this person then?
Why hasn’t anyone mentioned him to me?
Maybe he disappeared along with your brother?
I don’t know, but I’m sure that Brother was here at Witch Moon Shrine.
It’s possible that he left marks in other places as well.
If Lady Haitang is willing to help us... things will definitely become easier.
The people here are so strange. They aren’t peddling their goods at all.
Aren’t they afraid that they won’t sell?
You’re right, it’s a little weird.
I’d bet you guys are unaware that
it’s rare for Miao Jiang to have visitors.
The marketplace only opens once every few days
and the sellers and buyers all know one another.
Hence there’s no need for them to peddle their goods at all.
I say, why are you always hanging around us?
Since it’s your first time here, I was afraid that you’ll need help.
Alright then. You guys continue shopping.
I shall go off and buy some golden tincture. It’s their speciality.
Not seeing you off.
No matter what, he’s from one of the Four Families. You should be more courteous.
It’s better to have him as a friend than as a foe.
I’m just worried that you will be duped by him.
He’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing.
He has his eyes on you.
You just don’t want me to interact with him, right?
Not really.
Anyway, it’s better to get your defenses up than to go in unwary.
Both of you are prejudiced against the other.
I don’t know what to do since I’m sandwiched between you both.
That’s easy. Just side with me.
Greetings. The two of you are visitors, aren’t you?
I’m a Han Chinese.
Then are you aware of the purpose of this object?
What is it for?
You Hans have your Chinese Valentine’s Day. *(Seventh day of the 7th Lunar month)
As for us, we, too, have a festival on the same day.
Coincidentally or not,
it, too, is a celebration of couples and unwavering love.
Men give this object to their sweethearts.
There’s also a legend.
However, it’s not the magpie bridge of Han lore. *(where the fabled lovers meet once a year)
It’s a legend unique to Miao Jiang.
On that day, 7 moons will appear.
If the couple is fated to be together,
they’ll be able to see all seven. They’ll be able to stay together this life and the next,
always bound to each other.
We call that night the ‘Night of the Seven Moons.’
Night of the Seven Moons?
How about you guys try it out for yourselves
and see if you’re fated to see all seven?
We aren’t together... yet.
Aw, no need for excuses! I could tell at just a glance!
Thanks, Boss.
Not a problem.
Go on.
Yurou, are you unhappy?
I’m not. It’s just that the people of Miao Jiang are so straightforward.
I’m too shy to listen to them.
I like their frankness.
Then... would you like to see the moons?
I do! I want to see all seven with you.
Miss Yurou! What’s on your mind?
Um...
Yunfan, what would you like to do?
I’m thirsty. I want water. Has that got anything to do with you?
Me, too! What a coincidence!
There’s a teahouse over there. Their brew is very unique.
You must try it!
Miss Yurou, won’t you go?
After you!
When I was little, Mother was constantly pressuring me.
I’m the only child and I lived in the lap of luxury.
Yet I don’t have the freedom of a commoner.
One time, Mother locked me up in the study room.
I had my servant impersonate me to attend my studies.
I ran outside
and rubbed myself all over with dirt.
Then I went off to work, just like the other children.
It went on like this for a while.
However, Mother discovered it one day and I stopped.
You mean... you worked as a kid?
I don't think it counts as working. I simply went herb picking.
I then sold them to others who in turn sold them to the shops.
Because the shops wouldn't have bought from a kid, you see!
It's amazing that you were able to differentiate herbs at such a young age.
I know a few tricks. Of course, it cannot be compared to what you know.
So what if I know a lot about herbs? You're better than me.
When I was little, I didn't dare leave my house.
Yurou, actually there's no need for regrets.
See aren't you out? This is a place is so far away from home.
I'm sure it can compensate for your regret.
You wouldn't understand.
Yunfan, did you do anything reckless as a kid?
Me? When I was kid... I drank and ate, got into fights, and took naps.
Nothing out of the ordinary.
Haven't you ever thought of leaving the Fortress?
It's all mountains and rivers outside, what's there to look at?
Yurou, what was your childhood dream? Maybe I can help you fulfill it.
Her dream is to see a whole hill of blossoming Cloud Flowers.
It's not something that can be done at will.
Blooming Cloud Flowers?
Well, that isn't hard at all!
Really?
I can do it before the sun sets today.
However, I have a condition.
What is it?
My condition is... there mustn't be another person besides us.
What the hell?! Shangguan Ya, are you doing this on purpose?
Yunfan!
Okay! I promise! I'll go with you!
Then let's go now!
Okay!
He said that there can only be the two of us.
Yurou, you mustn't!
It's alright. I believe in Mr. Shangguan.
Since he said it in front of you, if anything happens, he won't be able to get away.
You don't have to follow me. I'll just be a while!
Bye!
Yurou!
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♫ I tried so hard to see through the darkness of night ♫
♫ But I can no longer understand the brightness of light ♫
♫ I no longer care about what's right and what's wrong ♫
♫ But I still want to know where the line is between those two ♫
♫ How should I choose to start so that I could end it well ♫
♫ How should I change my fate so that I won't leave any regret ♫
♫ Will the different roads we chose lead to the same destination? ♫
♫ Who are those people we found ourselves to be? ♫
♫ So much joy; so much sorrow ♫
♫ Whether we laugh or cry, we'll miss them all ♫
♫ How many are awake; how many are drunk ♫
♫ Does it matter whether or not our dreams are real ♫
♫ No matter how I choose to start, I must end it well ♫
♫ No matter how I change my fate, I have no reason for regret ♫
♫ It doesn't matter whether or not our roads will lead to the same destination ♫
♫ At least I've already let go of who I am ♫